A key to something.

Dear blog. I created you in order to help with the pain I was suffering caused by someone that I love dearly.  The original point of this blog is no longer relevant in my life. For all who have read so far I appreciate your time, I will still share some thoughts from time to time, some things that are close to me, but also more stuff about my life and person in general. This blog will probably be a bit more quiet though.

This person mentioned above is about completely out of my life, which in some respects is unfortunate, I put fourth my best effort to make things work. Unfortunately that person turned out to be far more immature than I imagined. However its a new year, a new girl has entered my life. 

Were taking it slow as we have both been hurt in the past. I will try to love this person as if I have never been hurt before. though it will be very hard because the slippery gypsy will always be there sowing fear and doubt in my heart and mind.   I am strong though, and still have faith that love does exist.

I leave you with these lyrics,

“You were everything, everything that I wanted.

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.

All of the memories so close to me just fade away.

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.

Its nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you care

Making me feel like I was the only one

Its nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall, letting me know we were done.”