December 2011
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Been a while that I have properly posted something here. Been busy lately I guess. Lots always going on in life. Had a christmas present arrive in the mail today. that was interesting. Spent all day waiting on getting an alignment done on my mothers car, apparently when you schedule an appointment you dont actually get your car in the shop at that time…. frustrating. anyway ill have some...
Happy christmas day everyone, hopefully you all enjoy it!
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Dear God
Forgive me for my sins……. Wait a second here. So what your telling me is, that I have been put on this shit hole planet, with all of the horrible things that happen in life, made to suffer through heart ache and physical pain, when I never even had a chance to live a life without “sin”. And I am supposed to ask YOU for forgiveness? That does not make any fucking sense.
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Yep, hardest shit in my life, not school, nor work, but the only thing I care about……. I want to be back to this time and date 10:13am 5/21/2011.
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Adulthood
It was on this day, that I became financially independent.
Its expensive all of the things that we take for granted in our lives.
at least I can say I stand on my own two feet and nobody pays for any of my shit anymore.
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post apocalypse
I find myself quite often longing for it. The days with just a couple people in your life, the one you love by your side, a couple of close friends that all work together to keep everyone alive. Sleeping gun in hand to ward off zombies, monster or whatever horror you can imagine and the bandits that haunt the night. No more cell phones, no facebook updates, or money to bother yourself with, just...
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Troubled Sleepless Nights
I thought this wasn’t supposed to happen until your later thirties…….. ugh.
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lol j/k
I hate when someone send you a text and follows it, in the same text mind you, with “lol j/k” Its one of those situations where I simply want to smack the person through the phone and say “hey, do you mean it or not? Stop being so insecure with yourself that anything you say must have a safeguard in case you offend someone. STEP ON SOME FREAKING TOES, jeezis!”
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Subaru
“I love the weightless feeling of flying down a dirt road at 70MPH.”
“I love doing four wheel drive power slides in the rain.”
“I love that my WRX will climb the hill in front of my house from a standstill, while my neighbors F350 Diesel cant.”
Love, its what makes a Subaru a Subaru.
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“ Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen.”
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So I like race cars and rice burners, but what the hell is up with kids hanging stuffed animals off their rear bumpers and tow hooks? *things I may never understand*
“As soon as the sex stops, the marriage will end for me.”
Are you fucking serious? ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?
This person should not be married. My respect for this friend went down. A lot….
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so many thoughts race through my head. So many things I want to talk about and put down on this blog. yet for some reason nothing wants to just come out.
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“Of all the things we gain in life, sometimes it seems like the only point is to lose it again, that nothing in life will be permanent, we will lose everything we ever have, our lively hood, our family, our belongings, even our own lives. But the one thing that sticks out that we must not lose no matter what, is ourselves.”
Then it clicked, it just happened. I realized that I am broken. My life will forever suffer for it, I will suffer for it, and the only thing I could possibly do to change it, is not be who I am.
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Faith
Faith is an interesting thing, typically it seems to give people a sense of hope, allowing them to push behind them all of the bothers of their daily life because they have faith that “everything will be okay” or “everything happens for a reason”
Most people put their faith in a higher power, others Karma or yet still others simple things like luck.
Its been quite some...